Weird Feeling

I've been feeling this weird feeling again,

The one that makes me think,

Someone is speaking about me,

In rooms I am not present,

And not entirely in a good way.

So, all I can do,

Is to protect my energy,

From being taken away,

By people who only pretend,

To smile at my face,

And have a knife ready to stab me.

have you ever felt this way?