Tougher Than Ever

I'm really trying to trust the universe,

And the way it plans and carries everything out,

But, it would be great,

If it could tell me,

Why exactly am I suffering from all the sufferings,

One after the other,

Does it plan to give me a break, ever?

Or am I going to be stuck in this labyrinth,

Lost and never found,

Stuck and unseen,

How am I supposed to be hopeful,

Is that what it is all about?

Hope? To not crack,

To keep going on,

For what?

For the hope of it,

Hope of what?

Life?

In this state of mind.

Yeah, right.

As I said,

I'm trying to trust the whole believe in the process thing,

But, it's getting tougher than ever.