The Day I Change

The day I start going out and not feel overwhelmed by the experience of it, it'll be all over for my older self who overthinks pre-plans, reaches any place 20 mins before time, checks; double checks; triple checks train timings, scans the menus of new restaurants and pre-decides what can she order, hopes for the plan to get cancelled, doesn't even feel bad about it anymore, wants to avoid making new plans when the decision to make a plan is on her.

The day this all changes, is the day I'll know, I've really, truly, changed.