That Missing Feeling

You know that feeling?

When you’re aware,

That this moment is not going to last long,

So you try to be in it as much as you can,

Capture every bit of it in your mind,

Photographically, but with all its fragrances and sounds,

So you can visit that moment,

Later in life,

To relive it as much as you can.

Yes, that feeling?

When you want to hold the other person,

For a moment longer,

In your arms closer to your heart,

Letting your fingers linger in their hands,

Avoiding breaking the touch,

Because you know you’ll never be able,

To hold anyone like that anymore.

Yes, that feeling?

That makes you miss the moment you’re living in,

Even when you’re living it the most.

I’ve been feeling that feeling lately.

How to do to stop feeling it?

What to call it?