Request To Forget

There's this almost urgency,

Of your thoughts,

That invade my mind,

Right after I open my eyes,

And then they stay,

Even after I try my absolute best,

To distract myself,

Away from them and you.

So, there's this almost request,

To forget about you,

But with everything that reminds me,

In this absence yet presence with your thoughts,

I don't know what to do anymore,

Because holding on is not an option,

And these thoughts are not letting you go.