Nothing Is

I'm tired of trying,

When I know it's not going anywhere,

The efforts,

The conversations,

The same old patterns,

All over again,

Because it's not worth it,

Nothing is, these days.

Why should it even be,

When I'm declining to mold,

In your forms,

At your time,

Without being heard,

All over again,

Because it's not worth it?

Nothing is, these days.