Habits And Patterns

As much as I'm numb about having to let people go now,

I'm equally scared of forming new patterns with them,

Because forming habits is so easy with someone,

Getting comfortable is difficult at first,

But you never realise how and when it becomes so cosy,

Until that habit is broken,

And you realise how much you liked the habit and the person,

I know I cannot feel this way forever,

I know I've to start trusting and forming habits again,

But I'm not sure if I'm ready to crumble again.