Fight With The Universe

I got in a fight with the universe last night,

Call it a sudden outburst,

But for how long am I supposed to do this "believe in the process" thing?

I am believing,

But it's too much,

When I don't even know,

What I'm believing in anymore.

For the universe is always expanding,

And I'm now questioning,

If it even remembers,

That I exist,

On this blue planet,

Believing that things will get better than now.

Tell the universe,

I want to see it happen.