Becoming And Unbecoming

When you want to become someone new,

There is a lot of unbecoming that happens too,

With a lot more unknowns,

Than known factors,

A lot of things you dislike,

Than the things you like,

A lot of wrong decisions,

Than the right ones,

And probably this is how,

You eliminate,

The older version of you,

Who doesn't leave easily,

But the newer version too,

Isn't arriving at full speed.

So, when you're becoming someone new,

There is this phase,

Where your older version hasn't completely left,

And your newer version hasn't really arrived,

And I think I am,

Right now in that version,

The older one is not who I am,

And I don't really know the new one.

What about you?