Maybe if I never started writing, Then maybe I wouldn't be in so much pain, To carry these words and rituals, Burning myself over and...

My phone glitches sometimes, It doesn't notify me of texts, So, I'll spending hours thinking to text you first or not, When you've...

Firse hum wahi soche ja rahe hai, Raato mein aansu bahaye ja rahe hai, Kya koi raatsa tumhe dikh raha hai, Ya andhero mein hi hum yahin...

Somewhere under the stars, Right when the moon is rising, I let thoughts of my messy mind out, And obviously there's lots of crying. I...

What do I even say, Now after all this, For are you even here, To listen? What do I even want, Now after all this, For are you even...

The door of my house is open, And I should wake up and go check, If it really is? Don't you see how consciously, I'm still dreaming, Of...

It's a labyrinth, All over again, The same one, I haven't solved yet. How did I even, Get stuck in, This labyrinth, Of suffering.

Knock over my shell, Wriggle me out of it, It's raining inside here, Show me where sunshine is.

I've lost myself far too many times this year, Yet I've not lost the hope to find myself back. But each time I lose a piece of me, It...

The grief returns, One random evening, After a good day, Bringing all the reasons, To grieve for. Like missed chances in life, Like...

Come home? Now? And stay. I need a hug. Now? Please stay. What now? Stay. Just stay.

At this point of time, I'm simply confused, Is the universe teasing me, Or simply bullying me these days. By giving what I want, Then...